토요일, 7월 15, 2006
A lazy saturday..
Watching: 康熙来了,雪天使 & 斗鱼 on youtube
Heh ok i admit, im spending all my time on youtube again. ^^ But somehow no matter how much i watched, i think i still have ALOT of stuff left..its like almost impossible that i can finish watching everything that i want leh..
Lets see: i still wanna see clips of dbsk, shinhwa, h.o.t, kangta & vanness, joe cheng, mike he, dylan guo, wallace huo etc..den there are like variety shows such as peach protein, kang xi lai le, enews n of cos more taiwan idol dramas n korean shows.. lol..seriously, just dbsk alone will take me ages to finish every single vid there is on them.
Heh.
I am a self-declared busy ger. =)
On a more solemn tone, i confess that i was pretty much upset yesterday over something that i dun wish to divulge here. So lets just put it that i finally got over a certain phase. Nah, compared to wallowing in misery, i would rather see things from a more positive angle. Its high time a decision was made anyway.
Well, thats about all i will mention abt this issue again n so this thread is officially closed. Lol, machiam like this is some forum. But ya, for the record, i do not think im pathetic so i do not wish to be treated with sympathy should anyone come to know of what im saying here. Even if u do feel it, keep it to urself, or even talk behind my back if u die die must do so, BUT pls do not display any hint of it in front of me. I certainly dun think i will start withering n die like some pathetic flower just cos i cant get what i want. I am far more mature den that can.
Thank you.
I think i have said things more explicitly den i had intended to. But its just to clear things up before pple start pointing fingers n gossiping happily away like nobody's business.
Sorry if i sounded harsh.
So, for the last time, i am perfectly alright. I mean i am alive n kicking, what more do u expect?
To pple who read this n know nuts about what im saying, just ignore this post ba. Who knows, u might understand it some time in the future. Not from me, of cos.
Yup, ok time to finish my kang xi episode on Zai zai before i go bake my cookies! Think my comp will die on me soon as a sign of protest if i continue watching youtube..heh pls dun. :D
또 울어버렸다.. @ 5:20 PM